A Deep Mind Battle by Co Kane
Everybody keeps insisting this is a lesson
I’d much rather the Universe lessen
All these loads so I’m not stressing
So much recollection
Yes I need some reflection
Or probably a decent distraction
One that wears a Magnum
Something sexy with much attraction
I need some action.
This is a phase.
My thoughts are all over the place
Let me pick up my scattered thoughts just in case
I’m not trying to keep running away
Yet I can’t stay.
I feel so afraid.
I go to my Higher Power but i don’t know what to say.
Everyday I declare I’ll be okay
I look in the mirror and don’t recognize my face
My smile seems misplaced.
Dark, slanted eyes.
Reveals a soul that cries.
Unveils a spirit that died.
Now there’s a race against time
To reconnect my soul with my mind
It’ll take time.
I got plenty to use to unwind
Un-blur my vision, I can no longer be blind
No one has ever been kind
My fire is dim, it used to shine
Full of frustration.
Please hold the conversation.
Yes that’s Fear of Rejection; by default there remains a disconnection. I’ve grasped whatever valuable lesson all these hard times were teaching and stressing, and until I find peace, I’ll carry my heart on my sleeve.